"Seek first the Queendom of Heaven ...
     and all else will be added unto you."

    "The Queendom of Heaven lies within."

    Abwoon Meditation
       the secret yoga of Jesus
     from the Aramaic Lord's Prayer





















Get set up to go within.  "Enter into your inner chamber and lock the door and pray to
your Father in secret".

    For our purposes here we must find an undisturbed place.  For meditation purposes, our eyelids can be the
    door and our determination to sit can be the lock.  Immediately before giving this prayer, Yeshua strongly
    advised against the prayer that most Christians now do -- lots of words and talk and public display.  The
    Aramaic word commonly translated as "repent" actually means "turn within".  


Prepare to go within.  Just LISTEN to Aramaic Lord's Prayer sung.  It brings a feeling of
serenity, purity and surrender, even without understanding the words.  thus preparing
us to within.

    Truly these can be called Christian mantras.  In those days such prayers were usually chanted --
    sometimes just one key word or phrase over and over.  This is still being done in scattered communities in
    the Middle East.  Why are these sonorous verses so exceedingly beautiful?  Here you can listen to it
    Meditatively, Chanted,  Sung,


Approach meditation like a little child -- open and willing to just go with the flow.

    For this meditation of Jesus we can become "like little children to enter the Kingdom of Heaven."  In other
    words, innocently "taking it as it comes", surrendering to the process, letting it flow be as it will.  We will
    develop such love and intimacy with it that we will never ever want to lose it !!!  This is my experience.

    Have the attitude of feeling like a little child, with his helplessness  and simplicity and purity.
    You will be less concerned with technique and self-effort and will feel that all will be given
    to you.”   Shri Chinmoy

    This childlike approach, "beginners' consciousness", should be cultivated.   It means being open, non-
    judgemental and expecting nothing -- and never becoming an "expert".

    "Only go straight, don't know."  
    "Don't know" is the number one good practice, okay?  Try it!"   
    Seung Sahn, Zen master   



ABWOON -- "OUR FATHER MOTHER -- SUPREME SPIRIT -- BREATH OF ALL LIFE"   
In one word we invoke the Supreme Reality in all that it is and establish it as our goal in
meditation.

    "ABWOON" is a beautiful multi-dimensional word -- like a prism of light.  Of course, it derives from ABBA, an
    affectionate term for "Father".  But according to Aramaic scholars, it also mean "Birther",  "Spirit" and " the
    Breath that sustains all".   Are not breath and spirit the most vital part of our individual life too?  Are we not
    in this sense a reflection of that of which we are made?  Thus, we can state our goal as attaining that of
    which we are made in the image, the Abwoon.

    It's OUR Father Mother.   Although Yeshua said "Go alone into your room and lock the door",  we are not
    really alone nor doing it only for ourselves.  Many others in one way or another are entering into deep
    meditation at the same time all over the city.   And the silent wave of beingness and harmony is thus
    multiplied and spread all over.  Everyone is supported by the underlying Abwoon Reality just as trees are all
    are in the ground -- if some persons water the ground all the trees benefit.  Simple.
     
    "FATHER MOTHER LIFE" is the term used for Abwoon.  Am I being faithful to the original?   Look, "SPIRIT"
    was always in the feminine in the ancient wisdom languages of Aramaic and Hebrew -- it was taken just for
    granted.  Meditation takes the awareness beyond the psycho/physical self into the spirit self.  One's gender,
    age, DNA (and all the problems they cause) are transcended.



    "Yeshua says to them:  "When you make the two one and you make the inside as
    the outside and the outside as the inside and the above as the below and if you
    establish the male with the female as a single unitythen shall you enter the
    Sovereignty."   Gospel of Thomas




"WHO ART IN HEAVEN" -- DABASHMAYA.    Now we move INWARD toward the  
dimension of heavenly light and sound and largeness wherein the Abwoon Reality lies.

    The Kingdom of Heaven lies within.   Gospel of Matthew

    "HEAVEN", comes from the root word SHEM, meaning "light, sound, space", plus the ending -AYA, meaning
    "extending without limit".  And this heavenly space is within us!!!

    This verse gives us the direction to take.  As soon as we sit calmly, the breath and the entire system start to
    settle -- the awareness can turn within.  A feeling of expansion, lightness and ascension comes.  Scientific
    measurements of meditators show dramatically reduced oxygen consumption.  Thus, our breath and our
    spirit are combining with the universal breath and spirit -- the  reality of Abwoon approaches.  It's simple, it's
    natural.   

    I am sorry for you if you still put "Heaven" some place in the clouds with the Father as an old man with a
    white beard, and where we go when die -- if we "believed" and were not too naughty. Because in this
    Meditation of Yeshua is in the Here and Now.
   


"HALLOWED BE THY NAME"    Be drawn within by the attraction of the Name --
radiant, resounding and vast.

    The word used here for "NAME" also comes from SHEM -- "light, sound and space".  And whatever
    "HALLOWED" means, it must be something supremely satisfying.  The attraction of the Name is the motor
    that moves meditation inward.  Everyone is naturally attracted to beauty and largeness.

    This Name or Word ever reverberates deep within the soul of all and throughout the universe.  It is well
    hidden from gross perception.  It can be known only in silence by subtle intuition and love.  It is a
    continuous stream of sound -- not a word that can be spoken.  Holy words like Yahweh, OM, Allaha,
    Elohim, Amen can only symbolize it, inspire and at best lead us to it.  Yeshua puts it thus:   


    One single Name they do not utter in the world --
    which the Father bestowed upon himself through the Son.  

    This ever-existing Name of the Father he exalts over all,  
    for the Son could not become the Father
    unless he were given the Name of the Father.  

    This real Name they are made to have in the mind,
    and it cannot be spoken.    Gospel of Phillip


    ~~~~~~

    From these sublime verses we can form a clear statement of intention.  Just as an archer concentrates on
    this target before releasing his arrow, so having a clear idea of our goal will invoke it in the heart and
    makes our practice more alert and focused.  For me, these verses make the following statement:


    "Father Mother Source!
    I invoke you deep inside
    May my Breath flow into Your Breath
    May my Spirit unite with Your Spirit
    May I be drawn into the Heavenly Space
    Where the radiant Name resounds."





"THY QUEENDOM IS COMING" -- TETE MALKUTHA   Re-cognize now the Light of
Abwoon manifesting in the outer world.  Having experienced It inside us, we now find
us inside It.
   

    The use of the present perfect tense  tells us something is happening now.  Having penetrated the Abwoon
    Reality, upon coming out ti is coming out with us!  Or is it that our perception is opened and now recognizes
    what was always there.    

       "The Queendom lies within and also without, only you might not see it."   Thomas

    MALKUTHA, usually translated as "Kingdom", is feminine in Aramaic.   Thus, it really means "Queendom"!  
    Does this sound strange?  Don't we say "Mother Nature"?  Why not "Mother Divine" also?  Do not mothers
    create and love their children, plus organize things well and forgive easily -- all of these good qualities to
    run a queendom?



"THY WILL IS BEING DONE, ON EARTH AS IT IS IN HEAVEN"    Spirit is infused into
the body, spreads out around us and brings our world into harmony with the Father
Mother Reality.  


    First, with the Abwoon experience in deep meditation, however vague it may be at first, the body -- the
    nervous system, brain waves and metabolic rate -- come into a profound restful awareness, the "peace that
    passeth all understanding".  After that, because the body is the instrument of our life in the world,  we
    spontaneously express that Peace and become an intrument of it and raise the vibrations for the great
    benefit of all.

    Harmony, tolerance, simplicity and understanding sill only increase with dedicated regular lifelong practice.  
    The more we cultivate our connection with the inner Reality, the more fully and lastingly we flow in divine
    love and light.  Coming out of meditation, at first the ocean of spirit is going to crash on the hard rocks of the
    world and of our own imperfections.  NOW ... We have to GET OUR ACT TOGETHER.        

    Jesus said, "If one who knows the all still feels a personal deficiency, he is completely
    deficient."   Gospel of Thomas

    We should do like Yeshua did and seek out solitude -- in gardens, by bodies of water, under the  trees or in
    a closed room -- and sit there for this inner communion.  And then we need to make effort for self-
    transformation.   Negative habit-patterns and attitudes sometimes die hard.  I have seen how people can
    meditate for years and not change.  The SECOND PART of the Abwoon Meditation is brilliantly designed to
    help in this work of personal transformation.




































"GIVE US BREAD FOR OUR NEEDS FROM DAY TO DAY"   We release anxiety for our
material and spiritual needs.   We affirm gratitude, humility and contentment with
what we have.  We also stand for social justice for all.  

    Bow down in gratitude.  Even if you don't believe inGod, Mother Nature also is a higher power -- and her air,
    earth, sun and water created our daily bread.  Bow down to Mother nature then.  

    BREAD also refers to spiritual sustenance.  In this area gratitude opens the door to receive even more.    
    have also found that deep meditation itself can be so satisfying that one feels a sweet flow of gratitude for
    no reason other than itself.  

    Our Bread -- we affirm a spirit of sharing.  It is well known that the early Christians lived communally sharing
    everything, much as the Essenes communities did too.  Even today Christians are known for sharing.  So
    we can think of what we can do that day to help ourselves and others at the same time.



"FORGIVE US OUR OFFENSES,  AS WE HAVE FORGIVEN OUR OFFENDERS"
Release all resentments and intollerance.  Affirm and radiate out compassion and love
for all.  Remember, "forgive" turns into "give"!


    "If one who knows the all still feels personal deficiency, he is completely deficient."  Thomas  

    In the Meditation of Yeshua we get forgiven by being filled with some thing better then the usual guilt and
    irritation.  More intensive practice creates a sort of "yogic heat" that burns up deeper impurities.  The inner
    knots that encircle the heart like barbed wire begin to dissolve.   Only then we can talk about really forgiving
    others, really radiating compassion and love.

    Okay,  who is it that offends us?  Sometimes everybody offends me -- you have to put on a face and
    interreact with each bothersome person!  This verse releases the mass of generalized resentment so the  
    Abwoon-nature can radiate the way it is -- without limits and for all who share the breath of life.  

    But who has offended us the most?  It's our own mind!  Truly, truly I say unto you -- it is Mr. Mind who
    needs to get his ass kicked.  One way to change our attitude is to view our enemies and those who criticize
    us as our best teachers -- who are just showing us ourselves.  

    Because the meditator's mind functions from a subtler, more powerful level, it is imerative that we only have
    thoughts of forgiveness and tolerance and compassion. That way we help others and uplift ourselves too.

    This verse should be engraved in big letters in the halls of our Congress!



"DO NOT LET US ENTER INTO TEMPTATION BUT DELIVER US FROM ERROR AND  
EVIL PERSONS."  ~  We dissolve our worries and anxieties.  But still we must affirm
every day to be Vigilant, Disciplined and Cautious.


    Jesus said, "Fortunate is the man who knows where the thieves will enter, so that
    he may get up, put his things in order, and arm himself before they invade."   
    Gospel of Thomas

    "His disciples questioned him and said to him, "Do you want us to fast? How shall
    we pray? Shall we give alms? What diet shall we observe?"
    Jesus said, "Do not tell lies, and do not do what you hate, for all things are plain in
    the sight of heaven."   Gospel of Thomas

    Meditation enhances the ability everyone has to intuitively know where danger lies.  
    Meditation develops a protective force-field in our aura -- like the "invisible shield" in the
    toothpaste ads -- that will help repel negativity and danger.  However CAUTION  and
    VIGILANCE still need to be affirmed and exercised.    

    The "devil" exists!  Six little devils, the "six enemies " in yoga.  Their names are
    SENSUALITY, GREED, ANGER, JEALOUSY, LAZINESS and ATTACHMENT.  But we need
    them -- for example, if not for sensuality we would forget to put on our jacket in the cold, if
    not for greed we might not go to work.   So, these passions aremore like wild beasts --
    extremely dangerous, but faithful friends when tamed.  Meditation has this effect of
    sublimating, not killing, the passions -- then we rule them instead of them ruling us.





















    The three petitions just made can be reduced to this:

    "I will practice Simple Living, Sharing and Gratitude.
    I will have Tolerance and Compassion for all.
    I will be Vigilant and Discrete in all I do.
    The fruits of my meditation will be for my benefit and for the  
    benefit of others."


"SO BE IT." -- AMEYN   A nail gets pounded in to anchor our invocations and
affirmations in the Name.

    AMEN, when chanted, is very mantric -- like "aaabwooon" or "aleeeluuuyaaa" -- like the OM of the East.  To
    me this is not an ending but a beginning.

    "I have given them their word."  John
    "Follow the Word and the Word will take you to God."     

    "Therefore, the monk stops daily the intellectual practice of investigating words and
    chasing after talk.  S/he takes the backward step of turning the light and shining it
    back.  Body and mind will drop away of themselves, and the monk's original face before
    his or her parents were born will appear."
    The Essene Holy Rule of the White Robed Monks of Mt. Carmel




    The Complete Text

    The wording and pronunciation in varies a bit from place to place.  According to one Father Dale
    Barhanna, who lived in Syria and Lebanon, the Aramaic that follows is close to how Yeshua actually
    spoke it.


    abwoon dabashmaya
      Our Father/Mother in Heaven,

    nethkadash shamak
      Holy is Thy Name.

    tetha malkoothak
      Your Queendom is coming,

    newe tzevyanak
      Your will is being done

    aykan dabashmaya
      On Earth as it is in Heaven.

    af bara hav lan lakma dsoonkanan
      Give us bread for our needs day by day.

    yamana washbook lan
      Forgive us our offenses

    kavine aykana daf
      As we forgive those who offend us.

    hanan shabookan lhayavine oolow talahn lanesyana
      Do not let us enter into temptation.

    ela fatsan men beesha
      Deliver us from error.



    Now that we've gone to the depth of this, why not finish with a direct experience.

  • Sit.  Look within.
  • Imagine you are at the feet of Yeshua on the peaceful  Mount of Olives.
  • Feel the vibration of clarity, light and joy within and around you.
  • Softly or silently chant long Abwoons.  Time it with your breath if you like.
  • Surrender to it, let it take you to an uplifted and expanded space.
  • If you like play a recording of the Abwoon









Toff.

      Direct to you from the Mount of Olives!  Not just a prayer but a secret
    formula for the meditation of Jesus!  I grew up around hundreds of large old
    olive trees, so this work has a peculiar fascination for me.

      I call this secret yoga of Jesus "ABWOON MEDITATION".  It can be clearly
    seen in the original Aramaic language.  In it here is a Breath of Life, a Queendom
    of Heaven, Christian Affirmations, Aramaic Mantras, a Father Mother and many
    more surprises!

      Today there is a search for a Christian meditation. Well, it's right here in the
    heart of these verses.  ABWOON MEDITATION offers us the "keys to the
    kingdom".  It showers peace and love like a cloud gives rain!

      Myself, I am not much of a "believer" -- the close mind turns me off bad.  
    Therefore, please bear with me if I set aside the religious aspect -- just for now --
    and go for the more mystical and psychological levels.  

      I have researched the work of various scholars of Aramaic.  However, the
    ideas herein and any inaccuracies are due to my meddling alone!

    Please see the following page, Abwoon FAQS, for more background info.
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    THREE PETITIONS -- THREE CHRISTIAN AFFIRMATIONS

    These famous petitions -- for our bread, relationships and safety -- can work on
    various levels simultaneously.  First, each petitions is a prayer.  Secondly, each
    prayer releases anxiety.  They say don't worry about present, past, future -- Be
    Here Now!  Thirdly, each prayer makes a powerful affirmation to our
    subconscious.  Fourthly, each prayer is an explosion of light and love out into our
    world.

    First, as petitions to the Father -- well, I think this is all it means to most people.  It
    may be that the Higher power will actually help us.  If nothing else, a spirit of
    humility and surrender gets cultivated.

    Secondly, each petition puts us like a little child trusting his father, and a anxiety
    is released in that area.  This is is also an aid to meditation, because without so
    many worries in the mind we will experience greater degrees of Silence.

    Thirdly, just by saying one of these petitions -- try it! -- a powerful affimation is
    planted -- deep in the mind.  Affirmations are a form of meditation themselves.  
    They plant the seed of positive suggestions in the mind.  There, they can be
    nurtured by the inner power of mind.  Their message can then more easily be
    carried out during the day.

    Fourthly, each petition is a vehicle to radiate the transcendental love and light
    and peace that the meditator has contacted out into the world.  This is why they
    are all in the plural -- "Give us", etcetera.  We should try to be aware of this when
    we say, think or listen to the Abwoon.  It expands the heart and help others at the
    same time.  It's an opportunity to serve.   

    There are more evil little devils just waiting for the meditator:

  • Being so hypnotised by the electronic screen that we cannot turn it
    off.
  • Believing our uncle-the-pastor when he tell us "meditation is of the
    devil".
  • Thinking we are just too busy to meditate.
  • Liking meditation so much that we're late to work and lose our job.
  • Confusion  and doubts about if we're "doing it right".
  • Thinking "I'll just have my cafe-con-leche, etcetera ... and then I'll go
    sit.
  • Becoming so relaxed in life that people take us for a sucker.
  • Becoming so relaxed that we develop a free-loader mentality.
  • Becoming so relaxed we miss opportunities.
  • Indifference ... taking our practice too much for granted.
  • Boredom with the routine ... so we should vary it in some way.