"Seek first the Queendom of Heaven ...
     and all else will be added unto you."

    "The Queendom of Heaven lies within."

    Abwoon Meditation
       the Secret Yoga of Jesus
     from the Aramaic Lord's Prayer























Prepare to go within.  "Enter into your inner chamber and lock the door and pray to your
Father in secret".

    Any undisturbed place will do.  We can even consider our eyelids to be the door and our determination to
    sit to be the lock.  Yeshua warned against the prayer that most Christians do -- lots of loud talk and public
    display.  We're going to turn within here.  The Aramaic word commonly translated as "repent" actually
    means "turn within".  


Listen to Aramaic Lord's Prayer sung.  Even without understanding the words it brings
a feeling of serenity, purity and surrender.  Thus preparing us to within.

    Truly these can be called Christian mantras.  In those days prayers were usually chanted -- sometimes just
    one key phrase over and over.   Why are these sonorous verses so exceedingly beautiful?  Here you can
    listen to it Meditatively, Chanted,  Sung,


Approach meditation like a little child -- open and willing to just go with the flow.

    We must become "like little children to enter the Kingdom of Heaven."  In other words, innocently  
    surrender to the process, letting it flow as it will.  We will develop such love and intimacy with it that we will
    never ever want to lose it !!!  This is my experience.

    Have the attitude of feeling like a little child, with his helplessness  
    and simplicity and purity. You will be less concerned with technique
    and self-effort and will feel that all will be given to you.”   Shri Chinmoy

    This childlike approach, "beginners' consciousness", should be cultivated.   It means being
    open, non-judgemental and expecting nothing -- and never becoming an "expert".

    "Only go straight, don't know."  
    "Don't know" is the number one good practice, okay?  Try it!"   
    Seung Sahn, Zen master   



ABWOON -- "OUR FATHER MOTHER -- SUPREME SPIRIT -- BREATH OF ALL LIFE"   
In one word we invoke the Supreme Reality in all that it is and establish it as our goal in
meditation.

    "ABWOON" -- a beautiful multi-dimensional word -- a prism of light.  Of course, it comes from ABBA, an
    affectionate term for "Father".  But it also mean "Birther",  "Spirit" and "Breath that Sustains All".   But are not
    Breath and Spirit the most vital part of our life too?  Thus, our goal is  to attain that of which we are made
    in the image.

    The word means OUR Father-Mother.  It is not limited to Yeshua's followers, or just all the good people or
    even just human beings!  Everyone and every being is supported by the underlying Abwoon Reality.  All the
    trees are in the same ground -- so if some persons are watering the ground all the trees grow.  Simple.

    Thus, although we may meditate alone, we are not really alone nor are we doing it only for ourselves.  
    Many others -- in one way or another -- are meditating at the same time all over the world.   Thus, the silent
    Wave of Beingness is being spread.  
     
    The word also means SPIRIT.  "SPIRIT" was always in the feminine in those ancient wisdom languages.  
    The Holy Spirit, the Creative Love Energy, the very Vital Energy in our bodies, is FEMININE in nature!  
    Another reason to say "FATHER and MOTHER".  How Patriarchal Society and those dried up old bishops
    have distorted things!

    "Yeshua says to them:  
    "When you make the two one
    and you make the inside as the outside
    and the outside as the inside
    and the above as the below
    and if you establish the male with the female as a single unity
    Then shall you enter the Sovereignty."   Gospel of Thomas



"WHO ART IN HEAVEN" -- DABASHMAYA.    Now we move INWARD toward the  
dimension of heavenly light and sound and largeness wherein the Abwoon Reality lies.

    The Kingdom of Heaven lies within.   Gospel of Matthew

    This "HEAVEN" comes from the root word SHEM, meaning "Light, Sound, Space", plus the ending -AYA,
    meaning "Extending Without Limit".  And this heavenly space is within us!!!

    This gives us the direction to take: Within.  As soon as we sit calmly, a feeling of expansion and upliftment
    comes -- the breath and the body start to settle down. Scientific Studies on meditators show dramatically
    Reduced Oxygen Consumption.  Thusly, our breath and our spirit are combine with the Universal Breath
    and Spirit.  It's so simple and natural.   

    I am sorry if you still put "Heaven" some place in the clouds with an old man with a white beard and where
    we go when die -- if we "believed" and were not too naughty. This Meditation of Yeshua is for the Here and
    Now.
   


"HALLOWED BE THY NAME"    Be drawn within by the Attraction of the Name --
Radiant, Resounding and Vast.

    The word used for "NAME" also comes from SHEM -- "Light, Sound, Space".  "HALLOWED" must mean
    something supremely satisfying.  Thus, it is Attraction for the Name that is the motor that moves meditation
    inward.  Everyone is naturally attracted to what is beautiful and vast, like the ocean or the sky.

    This Name or Word is reverberating continuously, even right now -- deep within the soul and all of the
    universe.  Only it is hidden from gross perception.  It can be known only in stillness thru very subtle
    intuition.  Holy words like Yahweh, OM, Allaha, Elohim, Amen can only symbolize it or lead us to it.    


    One single Name they do not utter in the world --
    which the Father bestowed upon himself through the Son.  

    This ever-existing Name of the Father he exalts over all,  
    for the Son could not become the Father
    unless he were given the Name of the Father.  

    This real Name they are made to have in the mind,
    and it cannot be spoken.    Gospel of Phillip


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    From these sublime verses we can form a clear statement of intention.  Just as an archer concentrates on
    this target before releasing his arrow, so having a clear idea of our goal will invoke it in the heart and
    makes our practice more alert and focused.  For me, these verses make the following statement:


    "Father Mother Source!
    I invoke you deep inside
    May my Breath flow into Your Breath
    May my Spirit unite with Your Spirit
    May I be drawn into the Heavenly Space
    Where the radiant Name resounds."



"THY QUEENDOM IS COMING" -- TETE MALKUTHA   Going within, the Inner Reality
gradually is
infused into our Mind, Nervous System and Environment.   

    NOTE the use of the Present Perfect Tense "IS COMING" -- something is happening now.  This happens
    when the body, the nervous system and the brain waves all come into the Unique Meditative State.

    This is that "Peace that Passeth all Understanding", This is that "When thy eye be single thy whole body
    will be filled with Light." IT IS NOT not begging that some day some heaven will come!

       "The Queendom lies within and also without, only you might not see it."   Thomas

    "MALKUTHA", formerly mistranslated as "Kingdom", is feminine in Aramaic -- "the Queendom".   We already
    say "Mother Nature".  Why not "Mother Divine" also!  Do not Mothers create?  Don't they love their children
    too?  Don't they organize well and forgive easily? --all ideal qualities to rule a Queendom.



"THY WILL IS BEING DONE, ON EARTH AS IT IS IN HEAVEN"    When we start to live
the Reality, thru us the world starts to come into synchrony with it.  Truth, Simplicity
and Love!

    It is thru individuals that World consciousness is getting raised.  Maybe the Light Rays come from other
    dimensions , but they must be imbibed and radiated out thru individuals here on earth.  

    To fully uplift our environment requires Lifelong Dedicated Daily Practice. The very Nervous System has to
    be tuned to the Reality.  

    We should do like Yeshua and seek out solitude -- in gardens, by bodies of water, under trees, or in a
    private room.   We need a balanced life-style so we don't waste the transcendental Energy we are
    accumulating.  And we need to root out Habit-Patterns and Attitudes that die hard -- I have seen how people
    can meditate for years and not change.

























"GIVE US BREAD FOR OUR NEEDS FROM DAY TO DAY"   We ask for our Material and
Spiritual Needs to be met.   We affirm Gratitude, Humility and Contentment with what
we have.  We take a stand for Social Justice and Sharing.  

    Bow down in gratitude -- to God, Mother Nature, the name doesn't matter!  Only Gratitude and Giving from
    the Heart will open the heavens.  I have also found that deep meditation is like a sweet flow of gratitude in
    itself.  

    Our Bread.  The early Christians lived communally sharing everything, much as the Essenes communities
    they were related to.  Even today Christians are known for the spirit of sharing.  This verse was Yeshua's
    addition to this ancient prayer.

    IDEA: When asking this petition, have in your mind specific persons in need of some form of help.  When
    you go back into activity maybe you will think of a way to even do something to help them -- but the thot is
    powrful in itself.



"FORGIVE US OUR OFFENSES,  AS WE HAVE FORGIVEN OUR OFFENDERS"
Release all Resentments and Intolerance.  Affirm and Radiate out Compassion and
Universal Love.  Remember, the word "forgive" contains "give"!

    "If one who knows the all still feels personal deficiency, he is completely
    deficient."  Thomas  

    Just being able to meditate when we are so weak is forgiveness.   Further on, more intensive meditation will
    create a Yogic Heat" that will burn up deeper impurities and transform the body and release a Love Power
    that we scarcely imagined.  Only then we can talk about really forgiving others, really radiating compassion
    and love.

    Sometimes I feel everybody offends me!  One has to intereact with every bothersome person!  This verse
    helps release "generalized resentment" -- so the Inner Light can radiate towards all.  

    Who has offended us the most?  Our own mind, Mr. Mind!   Because the meditator's mind functions from a
    subtler, more powerful level, it is imperative that we only have thoughts of forgiveness and tolerance and
    compassion. That way we will uplift others and uplift ourselves too.

    METHOD: Replace a negative thot with its opposite.  Try to see something good in everybody and overlook
    the rest.

    METHOD:  View our enemies and those who criticize us as Our Best Teachers.  Or see them as reflectors
    showing us our own flaws.  



"DO NOT LET US ENTER INTO TEMPTATION BUT DELIVER US FROM ERROR AND  
DANGER."  ~  An aura of purity and protection forms around us.  Worries and negativity
dissolve.  Daily we affirm Vigilance, Discipline and Caution for all situations .

    Emerging from meditation an aura is formed around us like an "Invisible Shield" that repels
    negativity. But we must not damage that aura with our own negative thots, words or actions.
    CAUTION  and VIGILANCE still need to be affirmed and exercised.    

    Meditation also enhances the intuition know where danger lies.  This verse reminds us to
    listen to the Still Small Voice within.

      Yeshua said, "Fortunate is the man who knows where the thieves will
    enter, so that he may get up, put his things in order, and arm himself
    before they invade."   Gospel of Thomas

       "His disciples questioned him and said to him, "Do you want us to
    fast? How shall we pray? Shall we give alms? What diet shall we observe?"
       Yeshua said, "Do not tell lies, and do not do what you hate, for all
    things are plain in the sight of heaven."   Gospel of Thomas


    "The Six Enemies" in the Yoga Texts are: SENSUALITY, GREED, ANGER, JEALOUSY,
    LAZINESS and ATTACHMENT.  But we need these in some measure -- for example, if not for
    Sensuality we would not put on our jacket, if not for Greed we would not go to work.   These are
    like beasts -- extremely dangerous in the wild, but faithful friends when tamed.  Meditation helps
    us sublimate, not kill, these passions -- we rule them instead of them ruling us.





















    The Three Petitions reduce to:

    "I will practice Simple Living, Sharing and Gratitude.
    I will have Tolerance and Compassion for all.
    I will be Vigilant in all I do."


"THAT TRANSCENDENT REALITY." -- AMEN  

    In Africa,a AMEN meant "the invisible divine realities".  In Egypt, AMUN meant "the hidden one".  
    In India, NAMA meant the same as the Name.  Only when the inner reality got forgotten did they
    say "so be it". Thus, to me AMEN is not an ending but a beginning, a pointer in inward direction, a
    launching into transcendence! Perhaps it was at one time a mantra like AUM.

    "I have given them their word."  John

    "Follow the Word and the Word will take you to God."     



    "Therefore, the monk stops daily the intellectual practice of
    investigating words and chasing after talk.  

    S/he takes the backward step of turning the light and shining it
    back.  

    Body and mind will drop away of themselves, and the monk's original
    face before his or her parents were born will appear."

    The Essene Holy Rule of the White Robed Monks of Mt. Carmel




    The Complete Text

    The wording and pronunciation in varies a bit from place to place.  According to one Father Dale
    Barhanna, who lived in Syria and Lebanon, the Aramaic that follows is close to how Yeshua
    actually spoke it.


    abwoon dabashmaya
      Our Father/Mother in Heaven,

    nethkadash shamak
      Holy is Thy Name.

    tetha malkoothak
      Your Queendom is coming,

    newe tzevyanak
      Your will is being done

    aykan dabashmaya
      On Earth as it is in Heaven.

    af bara hav lan lakma dsoonkanan
      Give us bread for our needs day by day.

    yamana washbook lan
      Forgive us our offenses

    kavine aykana daf
      As we forgive those who offend us.

    hanan shabookan lhayavine oolow talahn lanesyana
      Do not let us enter into temptation.

    ela fatsan men beesha
      Deliver us from error.



    Now that we've gone to the depth of this, why not finish with a direct experience.

  • Sit.  Look within.
  • Imagine you are at the feet of Yeshua on the peaceful  Mount of Olives.
  • Feel the vibration of clarity, light and joy within and around you.
  • Softly or silently chant long Abwoons.  Time it with your breath if you like.
  • Surrender to it, let it take you to an uplifted and expanded space.
  • If you like play a recording of the Abwoon







CAUTION  and VIGILANCE still need to be affirmed and exercised.    

      Direct to you from the Mount of Olives -- ABWOON MEDITATION !   I grew up
    around lots of old olive trees.  Anyways, I am not going to talk about trees but
    the Meditation of Jesus -- as I see it.

      What is a Yoga of Jesus?  To find it we have to look into the original Aramaic
    language, and then look a little deeper than usual.  Only then can find such gems
    as a Breath of Life, a Queendom of Heaven, Christian Affirmations, Aramaic
    Mantras,  the Father-Mother, and even more surprises.

      Today, tired of the same old dogma, people are asking "Is there really a path of
    Christian Meditation?"  Yes!  And it has the veritable  Keys to the Kingdom.  It
    showers  down freshness and love like a cloud showers rain.

      Believe me, I am not a believer -- to me the closed mind is a dead mind.  
    Therefore, we will set aside religious dogma-- just for now -- and look into the  
    mystical and psychological levels of this ancient formula.  

       I have researched the work of various scholars and linguists.  However, the
    ideas herein and any inaccuracies are due to my meddling alone.

    Please see the following page, Abwoon FAQS, for more background information.
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    THE THREE PETITIONS

    The rest of the Prayer is just too simple.  We ask for our Daily Bread, Loving
    Relationships and Protection and Guidance.

    First, each petition is a prayer.  If you don't like the theology, think of it as petitioning
    the Universal Intelligence.  You just put the thot out and trust.  At the very least a spirit
    of Surrender and Humility get cultivated.

    Secondly, these prayers release anxiety.  You forgive the past, you trust for the
    future, and thus you can simply Be Here Now!  This is tremendously helps meditation
    --  Less worries equals deeper Inner Silence!

    Thirdly, each prayer plants a powerful Affirmation or Suggestion deep in our
    subconscious -- just by saying or thinking it from the heart.  There, they can be
    nurtured in the fertile soil of the Meditative Mind.  They will bear their fruit!

    Fourthly, each prayer is an explosion of light and love into the world.  We come out
    of meditation with our cup full. WE ask everythig in the First Person Plural -- GIVE
    US!  The Prayer ends as a vehicle of Service to Humanity.

    There are more Evil Little Devils lying in wait:

  • Being so hypnotised by the electronic screen that we cannot turn it off.
  • Believing our uncle-the-pastor when he tell us "meditation is of the devil".
  • Thinking we are just too busy to meditate.
  • Liking meditation so much that we're late to work and lose our job.
  • Confusion  and doubts about if we're "doing it right".
  • Thinking "I'll just have my cafe-con-leche, etcetera ... and then I'll go sit.
  • Becoming so relaxed in life that people take us for a sucker.
  • Becoming so relaxed that we develop a free-loader mentality.
  • Becoming so relaxed we miss opportunities.
  • Indifference ... taking our practice too much for granted.
  • Boredom with the routine ... so we should vary it in some way.